Sunday, March 27, 2011

Why, oh, Why do I play?

I don't know. Why do I bother? Probably because I still have friends in Megaten. Especially since I luff them all <3

Being nice in this game doesn't pay off at all. You end up getting used and stepped on like dirt to people who aren't your "close friends". And you wonder why everyone is an asshole? I don't blame them one bit. Yet, I like to believe that out there some where in Megaten, there may be a trade where things will go well and we can be friends. You know, LIKE HOW I MET 90% OF MY FRIENDS prior to community mean-ness increase.

Nice Ayu has gotta go in Megaten. I'm sick of being taken advantage/used of. I'm sick of giving people free stuff to help them only for them to never talk to me or doesn't reply to my tell (though there are a few who I still talk to, <3 them). I'm sick of hearing sad stories and find out later that people did it to discount the item. And I'm sick of strangers making promises to me (especially to hold an item) then changing their mind during transaction or after transaction and only to have the item's value drop because I held it for you. I already stopped lending things and I already stopped supplying things.

I don't want to be mean. I don't want to not trust anyone. But the last few weeks, I think it's time mean-Ayu has to come out when simply being on MT. Cause I want to stop complaining and I want to stop caring.

And FYI: You can't hate someone for buying something cheap because YOU priced it that way and find out they made profit from it. You DO realize who the idiot here is to begin with, and hint: It's not the buyer cause all they say is "I'll buy it" and "tyvm". There is a difference when someone requested to lowball your desired price vs.when you put up a desired price that is lower than the common market price.

btw, yaoi fangirls are fun people. xD And our skype calls now consist of 5-7 people. Fun times.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Dear god...

Bell sucks balls.
No Srsly.

Not only was I promised this "dedicated" line via optical fiber where LAG won't happen, and top speed service AND best service. Well it was a total L-I-E. My modem looses Signal (and its hard wired) at least a dozen times a week (and people in this house spam me often on my cell about it being down because it's on my computer) AND I LAG. I can't do runs with high cotw spam while normal ichi clears with cotw/enhancer is okay but I just did assassin and my dynes kept getting "stuck" while clearing nightmare rooms I'm fine. This isn't Aion. This isn't WOW. This isn't Rift. So it shouldn't lag like a bitch with such LOW quality gaming.

I used to us Rogers Portable Modem which was cheaper and DID have lag but it didn't DC as frequently and there were certain peaks I know when it'll lag (otherwise its okay). But with this bell one, its too random. :/ No Lag my ass.

Best part, 310-BELL is an automatic disconnect when I dial. WTF?! So I can't even call customer service to find out what's going on since I can't get through to a ring tone at all. orz

I'm also going to be very busy for summer, 2 jobs + school :'D My emotional and fatigue levels will be off the roof again. I'm going to be even more angry this summer than before. Angry customers will get a face full of Rage Yelling this summer, w00t. Soccer Moms are 90% of the time assholes :< a=" I" style="font-style: italic;">ABOUT THE COMPANY, yelling at me then telling me "its not me specifically" doesn't exactly make me feel better about the situation, stupid women. It doesn't change the fact that YOU. ARE. YELLING. AT. ME. Seriously. If you disagree about it, talk to someone who actually have the power to do something about it (aka. head office or the REAL customer services who have more power than the ones behind the counters) or ask who to be directed to in a CIVILIZED MANNER (we are civilized right?). Don't just yell. Next thing I know, you'll start yelling at that pole over there for having a plant being hung in the wrong side of the pole. =___= People, y u no think?!

On the good news, I'm in love with .Hack//Quantum and Infinite Stratos. <3

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I has peanuts!

Dear Enhancers in Megaten,

STOP LYING ABOUT YOUR INT!


If you have no int giving gear (let alone SI) and NO SS or Tarots, then you DO NOT HAVE 140 INT alone. You can't even have pass 109int (99 + 10 from syringe for 1 hr) at all. The only way is if all the party member is wearing motley or you have an uber synther(s) or synth booster(s) in your party to give the remaining (min. of) 31 int difference (and have pr0 friends who can clear fast and well to replace the sacrificed room), then you cannot have 140 int (especially if all your wearing is a salon set white).

I know how much I do when I'm on enhance with 140 int. If my damage is anything less than around that, then it's obvious you don't have 140 as you claim in shout. >_> It's true we cannot prove whether you have 140+ int prior to entering party (at least without analyzing every player's gear and adding it up o-o) but it's obvious when you start buffing.

I made two enhancers just to vent out frustration. I officially have an enhancer of every possibility (though most are still in the making). Again, just to vent out frustration and allow me to procrastinate in homework.

Btw, it took 30 episodes for Shoutmon to finally digivolve. It was gay. :( Kiriha (I think that blonde guy name was) looks much better now in the preview of episode 30. Ahahahaha. YES I AM A LOSER :< <--- also playing Pokemon Black ontop of that.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Inb4 I do something right.

After taking a year off for personal reasons, I came back to school only to find that every piece of initiative I've took this year to be a "good student" is morally wrong or backfires. Not one project (and I wish I was being sarcastic) that I've done early was done right. Professors or the group organizers would tell us something vital to the project (that's not in the project sheet) about a or two week before its due which causes me to have to re-do it from scratch and resulting to more time and effort wasted (also the fact that no one else in class has finished it earlier). And every single time I finished a project, it was actually me thinking the project is due when it's not. Go me.

I'm also experiencing a group problem where one person rarely replies to emails while the other has put off all my emails about starting early until the last minute then proceeds to pin the blame on the fail project on me because APPARENTLY (without my knowledge) I was suppose to supply an analysis of our topic. I wasn't even aware that the others weren't gathering information. I wasn't aware that we even had a TOPIC CHOSEN until last minute. I wasn't even AWARE that each person had a role. And why wasn't I aware. Because all the emails I've gotten were one sentences telling me off about the issue. Same person who is blaming me, have had their email being bounced back every time I sent her my information for that week. I'm not saying I'm completely innocent. Yes, I should of kept my first assumption that NO ONE was going to do the work and finish off all the information and just putted it together. I should of analyzed it and just did it instead of HOPING that my group members would do a GROUP project. I should of kept my mouth shut. But I didn't because I DID NOT MORALLY FEEL RIGHT ABOUT PASSING ON SOMEONE ELSE'S WORK. I'm in school to learn. Not to ride on people to my degree.

I find it befitting that the year I plan to graduate is 2012, the same year for "the end of the world" stuff.

Made two guides for synthing for SSSU that I'm contemplating on putting one of them up onto Aeria's forum (regarding presets of Demon Difficulty via Synthing in the game). Inb4 I get banned for helping Aeria (like everyone else LOL).

Yes, I have synthing in my head again. orz *needs to find a new hobby*

Saturday, March 5, 2011

I die alot. It's a fact.

So Habu and I were playing Aion the other day, and he decided it would be fun to attack Andras (a field boss) and then run away.



Here's us preparing to attack Andras. I'm just going to watch and laugh when he gets killed :P



And the chase begins.

It was funny watching this frog thing waggle. I started to follow behind and watch the fun. Of course, with no apparent reason, Andras just TURNED AROUND AND CHOMPED ME. No I didn't aggro it. No I didn't attack him. He isn't Pre-emp. So yea. I was dead on the floor going "WTF ANDRAS?!" While it was happily chasing after Habu through the Camp (while the NPC/Guardians did absolutely NOTHING LOL) and into another area to loose Andras.

So we've concluded: I die because things just loves me. Even if I did NOTHING to them or they happen to be across the map and just comes and attacks me D: We also concluded that NPC/Guardians, don't fight field boss. Because they are smart and don't pick a fight with the big boys.



Anki in Fire temple. Love her new sexy look. Habu and I play dress up on our girls too much in Broker. xD


The free Chocobo the server gave us. It's great, you can feed it and it poops up stuff. Except... mines hungry *too lazy to feed it*

And I pulled another Richy and came back to Megaten. :'D Don't expect me to do anything cause I'm most likely finishing up my Enhancer or helping my friends fuse. Usually AFKing cause that's all I'm good for.